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Saturday, 8 August 2009 22:40
♥ all about me... ♥ As I said before... I'M NOT PERFECT..! so mind you... here's about my life's for those who want to know about my background..! I know sounds retarded but suka hati aku laa...! alang2 nak baca or selidik sangat pasal aku... nahh baca puas2..!!! (before that..my language will be rojak..!) Basic info... Im Khairul Ezany Bt Abd Rahman... SPM victim... stayed Kulim,Kedah... About me.. said whatever you want... such as bitchy... snatcher... stupid... perasan bagus... hot... arrogant... social... sexy... suka sakitkan hati orang... or whatsoever that you guys want to said because you guys had totally no idea how it didnt hurt me even a bit..! but it teach me to be more patient and be a better person as I could... oh yeah... I'm a music lover... music express the way I are and shows the insides of me and my story life... Background family... I had three families... no joke just fact..! my first family was between my dad and my first mum... as a results... they had 2 children which was my brothers... Khairul Izzat and Khairul Izzam... then, my second family was between my dad and my mum... and as a results... they had 1 daughter and 1 son... named Khairul Ezany and Khairul Izwan... and my third family was between my dad and third mum... and they had 1 son... however, I also had step siblings because my mum and my third dad wife had been married before... Kak Eja and Kak Ayu was my mum daughter and Eda was my third dad wife daughter... since I had grown up with my sisters... we're so closed and love each other... Kids life... not like others... I had no friends went I was small... there's two probilities why I had no friends... first,because my house sebuah2 and tak ramai budak kecik macam aku dekat situ... second,sebab aku tak nak kawan dengan orang... because for me... had a friends just turnin me into trouble... but my dad brought me a cats... they were cute... dad said he pity me caused im always alone so he brought it to me... not only that, he brought me ps1 (timed dulu hebat laa de ps1)...pasang astro (dulu pon mahal gak astro 2)... so started from standard 1 until 5 I had no friends... but started standard 6 I friends with everyone's... Teenagers life... nothing much can I said... because there's nothing interstings stories can I write... started wearing tudung since form 1... tu pun sebab rules... kalau tak memang tak pakai... but teenagers life's taught me many things and most of it was unforgettable time... The patience... you guys cant imagined how much I'd be patient to through out my life as me... hush... surroundings make me more patient and be more independent in life... rumors, hatred, and all that fuckin things make me believed that life unfair and sometimes not for me... but life go on and the only things I can do is be more patience and ignored that hell and the stupido that challenged me to be more calm in making life decision... The sadness... believed me went I said I'd never celebrated raya with my dad... even once... you had totally no idea how it pains was... hush... it ruin my life a bit... but since Im used with it... so it just fine... I always saw between my dad and my mum fought for nonsense reasons went I was a little kids... it scared me ALOT..! sampai dah lali everytime tengok dyeowng gaduh... so I'm kinda jealous with whoever that had a perfect family... in other words... not like mine..! The happiness... went I was with friends... that's the maximum of my happiness...besides, our families just okay and we love each others and not like some family who cant accepted their new family... even though sometimes it doesnt especially between me and eda but that's not a big deal... I admit that I was jealous with her because she had everything that supposed be mine..! even I didnt show it off but it still... haihh... Friends... be jealous with me cause I had an awesome friends that you never had... there were Inamul,Adila,Shah,Scha,Zaty,Ecah,Danial,Remy... without em'... Im nothing... I can called em' my truly friends... susah senang kami bersama... they gave me an advised,motivated me, guide me, and also gossiped..! hahaha... thank you for being my friends guys... you had no idea how it brighted up my life... I guessed that's one of the reasons why I dont really needed boyfriend... because I already have you guys that colourful my life's... Love... I never succeed in love... fact okay..! my first love was him... then Fuad... Alan... Acap... Avby...! but even how much my love towards them... I'll or never couple with em'... because I still had a choice and I believed that they are not created for me... no doubt... almost forgot, when i said i love you indeed that's mean i real like you... but dont worry, because it dont last longer... once I had bored with you, I will let you go or in other words, forget you... besides, love just created to one person and I believed on it indeed... so you guys... dont worried laa sebab normal laa tu kalau ada orang suka dekat korang... nama pon manusia punya hati dan perasaan... apa yang nak dipelikkan atau diherankan sangat kan..??? LOL.. and please laa... if you guys try to make me jealous once you guys find out that how much I love you by making up a story or talk something about the other girl's... TAKE NOTE... it did not hurts me walaupun sekecil kuman ok... Conclusion... hate me as much as you want cause I'm nothing..! life's not for me and I mean it... but somehow, I wished to all the people that I love the most live happily... even though they hate me because I had love em' or else... but that's okay... cause I'm used with it... that's what life actually meant for... I just live my life for tomorrow and the only things I can said was I just follow the flow that had been fixed from God for me... and to all my hatred and gossiper, thank you for the fuckin things that you guys thrown to me... thank you... |
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