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Thursday 21 September 2017 01:56
I'm Still Not Over You. ♥
Have you ever fall in love and when the love is not there anymore you just feel lost and every memory keep on playing like a broken record?
In the meantime you, yourself know that for the time being you apparently just shut down your heart because it still haunts you and without you realized you somehow put a slightly hope there will be the last chance for both to give a try just to ensure everything can be fix? - I DO.
I made it through the day and I must have said, I'm fine.
The worst day of loving someone is the day that you lose them. I feel hopeless, depress, angry but most of all I'm scared. Part of me just wants to end it.
I couldn't sleep at night because I know that it's over between us. Sometimes I said to myself 'I'll do whatever you want so please stay. I don't care where we are, I just care that we're together.' And I'm afraid I'll self-destruct and worse, you'll be there to see it happen.
Just know I tried very hard to stay. Know that you are my one and only and so I'll miss you with every beat of my heart.
Tuesday 19 September 2017 01:50
I'm Letting Go. ♥
Can I cry? I need a shoulder and warm hug.
They say 'your first love will be the hardest and unforgettable' and I think it's true.
I'd have changed my number. The toughest thing ever in my life but maybe Almight have another plan for me. To start fresh all over again. Finally, I packed up all our memories together. It took me some time to do that and today I made it, with a heavy and mix feeling. It's hard I'm not gonna lie because the moment I clear my stuff or 'us' meaning that is the ending part. Even though I knew you done that long time ago.
As now we already block each other, I wish you all the best in your life. Forever you will be in my heart because the scar you left on me was too deep and it will forever remain. My prayer will always be with you.
A.Z.T
Friday 15 September 2017 01:35
New Chapter. ♥
I like to think that I come across as a really
happy, positive person.
But
That's not always the case
I'm just a person
Just like you guys
And I struggle
A LOT
I have a lot going on in my life
I've been a very unhappy person
I've done so much
I've gone so many places
And something needs to change
I've always been the type of person
That does things
To make other people happy
But this can't be one of those things
I need to do this
To make myself happy
You have no idea how long I've tried
To get over this
Or to find another way
But I can't
I'm really really sorry about that
The last thing I wanna do
Is hurt any of you
I'm doing this for me
And I really really hope you guys don't hate me
Or look down on me
For doing that
This is a new chapter in my life
It's not the end
By any means
It's literally just a new page.
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