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Tuesday 11 May 2010 13:21
♥ I Give You My fake Smile So That You Think I'm Okay.. ♥ Sakit hati.. That's the only words in my mind now.. Don't you get it? I DON'T WANNA DO MY FORM SIX..! It waste my time eventho my time doesn't valuable but entering Form Six make me sick and hypertension..! Why don't you just let me continue my study at ShahPutra Collage..? Or MMU..? WHY..?! I got my own option and choice but WHY Form Six..? I'm completely don't understands what's on your mind now.. Seriously.. You make me felt fucking sad..! Why I can't get anything that I want? Or at least give me an opportunity for me to make my own choice.. You want me to become somebody like all your members children.. But think back and look back deeply.. How they live their life as a family.. Then compare with our family.. Maybe I'm the only one who you can be proud off.. Eventho it doesn't.. But yeah I'm the only one who will not mogok or give a shits towards you about anything kan? So you think you can do anything to me.. Because you think I don't really care what's happen around me.. But actually I do..! It just that, I won't show it to millions of people's how I feel and what's on my mind.. I hate when people know what I feel.. Because I want to be someone who only give a smile to others.. Without knowing how hurt I feel that time..
11:10
♥ Empty.. ♥ And as I thought.. Yeah Deq Na was he's girlfriend.. I'm okay.. Happy for you then.. =))
11:01
♥ Say It Again.. ♥ Now I know what it means by “he’s not matured yet.. so just be careful with him.. ” Because sometimes I realized there are a lots of risks that waiting for people who have a relationship with person who much younger than you especially with a young boys.. I experienced it by myself and I think it depends to us how we will handle it.. As we known, a young boy or these immature teenagers they’re like don’t really care about what happen in current life.. And they’re still learning form their surrounding like their bros’.. sisters and etc.. And they will repeat or experiment it by their self to their one.. Occasionally, I do that he make me felt bad or when he ignored me like I am nobody to him sometimes.. Maybe its my thought.. Idk.. But I do that I’d easily terasa with what he had done.. Idfk why I must have that negative thinking.. It sucks.. Seriously..! Oh..! Don’t you ever dream to get full of attention with these teens boys because they won’t give that.. If you want someone’s who can give you full of attention or someone’s who you can share your probs with.. My suggestion, find a mature guys and not a teens boys.. I’m strongly warn that..! Because you won’t get that.. And if so, maybe it would be like two three times a months.. But somehow, I do that I a little envious with this one girl name Deq Na.. I think she’s like him.. The way I read her comment with all the photos of him that she tag by if self make me strongly belief that she like him really much.. But I haven’t ask him whose actually Deq Na because maybe he’ll not answering my question or maybe he’ll think in negative way..
10:59
♥ Hello.. ♥ It had been like an age I didn’t updated my blogger.. I’m too lazy ass to updated my blog.. Because sometime I do felt bored with blogging and most of the time I don’t even know what should I write down in my blog.. Eventho I’d ALOTSA stories to write down.. But the idea of writing didn’t came out.. I was in Kuala Lumpur for a week since Sunday last week and just came back yesterday.. Quite exhausted but I’d a ton of fun whiled I was in KL.. Kak Ayu,Kak Jie and myself were hung out at Pavilion.. The Curve.. Ikano.. Low Yat.. BB.. Danau Kota.. Bangsar and etc.. I’d a blast week when I was in KL.. :) My new life as a Form Six Students begun today’s.. It’s quite challenging for me because I’ve to wake up early in the morning like passed years when I was in Form Three until Five.. It because since I’d finished up my school life.. I always woke up around 11am something and above and slept around 3 or 4 morning.. Btw, I’m going to SMJK CHIO MIN KULIM.. People’s said its one of the best school for Form Six in Kulim.. But for me, I have no comment at all.. ? Whadda else, emm oh yeah the only good thing in Chio Min is that I can free hair which mean I don’t have to wear tudung.. But idk either its allow or not.. Because in Kedah, tudung is wajib to all Muslim students.. So, we’ll see how its gonna be.. That’s all for now.. Will update soon and we will see whether it would be any progress or not.. |
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