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Tuesday 20 June 2017 04:15
A Lady With Cigarettes. ♥
And when God takes you back he will say Hallelujah you're home.
Eliminate toxic people in your life and someone better will come along. That's how this ecosystem works basically. Well someone told me that and I guess it's true because you can't keep negative people or you won't moving anywhere.
As I sitting alone with my cigarettes whatever this person say keep on repeating inside my mind. That is why I love wonder around and knowing new people because a lot of surprises are waiting ahead and having someone to talk about this life somehow can change my perspective in life.
People, it perfectly fine to break up with people who messed up your world. Know your value and it is not your loss if you already give your best to people. You are more than options and belong to someone who accepts the way you are. Bear in mind, they are just your leftover sandwich or recycle items that not worth it to keep. Enjoy your life cause the world has so many things to offer.
Monday 19 June 2017 00:08
But Mum, There's A Tear Every Time That I Blink. ♥
Teach me how to pick up all the leftover pieces when it is too broken.
Few more days and it will be one month since we last see each other. I choose to stay away from KL cause I know I can't stay here any longer. The memories of us lingering in my mind and it's hard for me to express in words what I truly feel deep inside.
You hurt me more than I can say because of your actions, your words, how you not even think about my feeling and I wonder how could you dare and can do that. I gave my best and I tried to fix us even there was no us in reality and it makes me sad because the fact there was only me and no you in us.
I know we have nothing now and you have move on with other person because I can feel that. But its funny that I keep on receiving your news from people ever since I'm back. It pissed me off because too many shits you do behind my back and slowly it came out without I'm asking. The ugly truth that I need to face makes me realized I deserve better, at least.
Somehow a part of me still do not want to let go no matter how hard I'm trying and struggling. People can say whatever they want but it's me who go through all these shitty feelings. How can you do that sweetheart? I really want to know because I do not want this feeling to control myself. It makes me sick.
I need to be gentle and soft with myself and I alert that. But the healing process is like a roller coaster and the ride basically is something I should cherish because it taught me that in this world, there are certain things that will never be ours and it will make you a different person by learning all the mistakes you have done. I know that I really do.
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