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Tuesday 31 December 2013 20:34
Another Farewell. ♥31 December 2013, Tuesday.
Another year that would never come back no matter how much we want it. It is a last date for every year and this post just a short summary of what I'd been through in 2013.
There are lot of hell, pain in ass and many more that un-describable. Once you at the very point of happiness and there are time you are really really at the fucking bottom of life. Basically that's how life give their lesson. To make us become a better person in present? Well I don't know, you answer it yourself.
Personally, I'm not that sad to let go 2013 since this year might be the worst year in life. To welcoming new year of 2014, well this current feeling now just neutral. I don't have any 'new year resolution' since it never work out well with me and I don't give a shit with it. Follow the path that has been written up there is what I'm gonna do and go through.
Up to this moment, I'm blessed. Thankful to the only one Almighty for every lesson He gave.
Tuesday 10 December 2013 11:15
Poison.. ♥ No matter how many dose i tried to poison my body, the Almighty seem don't understand that i want to end this life so much. Too many pills and yet i'm still alive, why?! Even since before! I'm just tired and i don't want to do it anymore. If you really hear my prayer, i wish you granted my wish. Because being part in this world are troublesome and i'm not strong enough for this. I'll never give up. Not until the death come to me
02:29
Tak Sanggup Ku Hadapi Semua Ini.. ♥
Aku tak biasa, bila tiada kau di sisiku
Aku tak biasa, bila ku tak mendengar suaramu
Aku tak biasa, bila tak memeluk dirimu
Aku tak biasa, bila ku tidur tanpa belaianmu
Aku tak biasa, aku tak biasa
Ku cuba untuk terus berlalu
Dari hatimu namun tak bisa
Bayangan itu sering mengganggu
Dari tidurku, ku menangis
Monday 9 December 2013 16:38
Cause Im Only Human.. ♥
I'm a mankind with no luck
It must be good to have someone who will accompany you whenever you need them especially when you're in a state where you broke down and there are people to comfort you.
It must be good when too many people try to protect you and I'm the monster.
Yes I'm the MONSTER
It may be the last or might not. I just don't understand why Lord wanna keep me alive when I don't feel about it anymore since long time ago.
Too many attempt, none of it success.
and i hope this time will
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