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♥ Through it all,
Tuesday 31 January 2012 15:06
♥ This Heart In Doubt..


I'd been thinking lately, it's he the one for me..? As time passed and everything in a messed, what should I do to make things clear when I can't even opened my eyes to see the truth of this utter bullshit life..? Butterflies make me sick and the more I get, the deeper the scar that can't be say but feel the pain..

As I was seated alone in the middle of night with sad music accompanied me, it's there any hope for a clueless girl to be in love as people know how loser she is in her love life sides.. Cigarettes aren't help in certain moment especially when it comes to the stressful one..

Dear Lord, I seek for your forgiveness and from bottom of my heart I ask you a favor please lead me to where I suppose to be and with whom I should stick together.. This game make me go nowhere and I'm officially tired with it..

Please Lord help me


Monday 16 January 2012 04:05
♥ Trash..


I know who I am and it's nothing to do with you

I know am trying too hard to understand you which I think I can do it.. But yeah I'm totally wrong.. We're completely from two different world and it seem impossible to be together.. But I don't see any wrong to treat you as a friend's or it just me that feel like that..? I don't know..

I'm sorry for anything I'd done to you and trust my words that it was not my intention to do that to you.. Maybe because of the curiosity so I'm overboard myself in knowing you.. I'm sorry and I mean it


Saturday 7 January 2012 02:27
♥ Lalu Mengapa Hati Terasa Sakit..?


I always think a person with instrument are more hotter than normal people

Something went wrong today.. I was in blues and just doing my things without any feeling and I easily forgot what I'd done then before.. I miss my girlfriend's that always with me and accompanied me before I sleep.. She's not here now so I don't have my pillow talk anymore and it sad me.. She are the only person who will entertained whatever I talked about and our conversation always end up with 'I nak tidur la budak,night malas nak layan dah..' She are the second person I played guitar and sang a song before she going to bed.. Things are different now and I miss her so much and I wish you know that.. I've lot of things to talk with you and when I look at your veil,a tears came out and I've no reason why.. Maybe because you are one of my true friends that always thought me how to deal with this life..

I miss you girl.. Come back to MMU we always here for you


Friday 6 January 2012 03:18
♥ Summer..


Tanner Patrick is so damn hot

Hello beauty, this is my first entry for 2012..! How was your 2012 so far..? Mine was okay and it was awesome sometimes..! I guess it summer caused Malaysia was so effin' hot and it make me lazy bum bum to attend class..

Let me update what had happened so far.. Well I just celebrated my New Year with family and friends and it was great for starting.. Had my very first broke down car for first time in my life..! It was funny and I'd fun caused it was in my thing-to-do list..

Yesterday this mother nature treated me damn nice and it scared me a bit.. I'm a bit hyper without any solid reason that make me drive insane..! Went to this one chinese guy's house at townhouse and he was speechless haha so cute of you.. Well I'm so so sorry if you don't like what I'd done or acted because I can't control myself either when this hyper mood conquered me..

I found that make people surprise and see them smile are the only thing I do cause when they happy, I will so.. I still remember when my friend's came to me and we went out for dinner and I left him with lame excused and TADA! I bought happy birthday cake in advanced for my friend.. Bought Starbucks muffin just because I felt sorry to my friend sister because I left her alone.. Treated people lunch,dinner,supper I'm so in love doing those things toward other people *smile* BUT sometimes I can be selfish and I still remember I used to asked my guy friend's slept at his friends hostel caused I just about to died because of weather and I need his room because of air conditional.. Can't you see how bad am I..? Memories never die

'she was a girl who knew how to be happy even when she was sad and that's important..' -Marilyn Monroe



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