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Wednesday 29 August 2012 03:52
And I'm Sad Again.. ♥ 
I'm tired with life.. I'm tired with what around
Feeling shit that's what i can say now.. My mind seem empty but there are part of me struggling from inside out of nowhere and want to be heard..
03:29
Selamat Hari Raya ! ♥
Be grateful with what you have now self
By looking at it, I'm sure you just fine and so with the others.. Once again Aidilfitri without you and I seem fine with it.. How was your raya..? Mine was plain I guess but I know you had fun with your families just by looking at those pictures..
I was excited when suddenly my thought on you so I created raya wishes.. But you wasn't picked up my called so I smiled without any doubted.. 'might be busy with the guest..' that's what I said to self.. And you called me a next day when I almost gave up waited your called..
Do you think one fine day, we'll celebrate raya together..?
Wednesday 22 August 2012 21:45
Sorry For Those Word I Said.. ♥I know im too much just now.. It was a joke but it turn upside down and you got hurt by my words.. Im sorry deeply sorry from bottom of my heart.. Never knew it could be too sensitive for you.. I know i'd make a biggest mistake and it warned me to be more careful with my word and action towards people,especially people around you.. I cried and cried and it i dont know when this tears will stop.. It hurt me so much and i hate myself for hurting you.. You blocked me from social network yet still i try to figure out how your life.. You drive me insane and i almost involved with an accident.. I had no one to heard what im feel so i text kiddo.. Yes,he came to me and listened to what i said even before he met me the tears kept falling like a waterfall.. With the rain who feel my sorrow of the pain.. I never thought yesterday gonna be our last day.. I'd ton of fun with you,yes i do.. But if that joy finally dragged me to what we are now,i rather be alone and do nothing yesterday.. I fuck myself for what happen now.. Why..? You said you know me ! But look now..? You know im not serious in anything and you said it yourself ! I was laughed because i thought you wanna joke and make a drama so i continued the conversation.. Yes it my fault.. Forever will be my fault.. My friends said to me that not all people will accept our joke like how they used when they're with me.. Well thanks to you for open my eyes now i know that i should be careful with my word and my action.. I know sorry doesnt seem enough for you but thats the only thing i can do now.. Im sorry Published with Blogger-droid v1.7.4
Thursday 9 August 2012 01:32
♥ Through My Mind.. ♥
And I'm awake from my nightmare
There are lot of things inside my mind that I can't describe in details.. That thought recently keep running in my mind like how it used to be back then.. Thought of suicide
Maybe it wasn't time for me yet,maybe.. Because I'd tried but right before the time I do something with myself I'm back to reality and realize what I'm doing is totally utter bullshit.. But there are at one point where I can't handled my emotional, I took lot of pills and Lord saved me from overdose.. How lucky I am aren't it..?
Wednesday 8 August 2012 04:11
♥ Imagination Of Heart.. ♥ 
Imaginary friend
That's what they call
You delighted them
You distress them
And you leave them
Imaginary friend
Your presence like a wind
Your appearance
Your everything
Climacteric but nothing
Nothing eternal here
So are we
Stranger to friend
Friend to stranger
That's how we live life
Imaginary friend
We both know how the ending will be
Once you awake from your dream
Go find your own happiness
Cause I'll find mine too
Monday 6 August 2012 23:10
♥ Didn't We Almost Have It All..? ♥ 
this melancholic are unstoppable
alone in presence of thousand mankind
retrieve a sin from past
can i survive in another million miles
before it really come to end
walk back and forth
passing by
what actually in their mind
blithe
forlorn
mirthless
vacuous
or just an empty inside mind and heart
22:26
♥ Just To Let You Know.. ♥ 
Stevie B make me cry a lot with his music
Yeah I know it has been like what one months I haven't update my blog..? I've nothing to say actually thou I do but I rather keep it myself than write it down here I've no idea either karma is a bitch or human itself is a bitch for making things upside down without any sign of ending.. I know the powerless of me in changing whatsoever I want in my life make me feel uncomfortable with people around.. Have you ever thought who you are today are from your past..? Well we can't blame our past time,for any kind of things we done before.. You make yourself strong because it's expected of you.. You become confident because someone beside you is unsure.. So you turn into the person others need you to be.. But then again, are we really become what society wanted us to be..? |
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