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♥ Through it all,
Thursday 8 September 2011 02:03
♥ Afraid..


Should I escape myself again?

Maybe what I might write down here are not completely what actually in my mind.. But I tried at least.. Most of the time, I confused myself with things around.. I laugh, scream, cry without any particular reason.. But it actually trying to says something to someone that I'm out of idea who..

So I sit with clueless mind, am I afraid of love..? Because it seem that I am.. Because I never open my heart to anyone.. Because I can sense that my feeling towards people are temporary.. It might change anytime and I really don't want that to be happen..

The stupefaction control me well done.. And I'm scare of being hurt with the one I love.. But I already experienced it.. I am type of human that will silent myself and denial my own feeling.. 'He's deserve someone better' are always in my mind.. Over thinking ruin everything.. But I accept it with face down to earth.. Cause you will never hear my confession about my true feeling..

Fallacious, that's the truth.. Love turns people insane and it freaking me out.. Love too powerful sometimes..

I love you.. Even I say I don't.. I'm afraid.. Remember that, my heart beats for you.. Only you.. Forgive me for hurting you.. I love you.. I love you..! Always..



Yours truly,
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Telling you about me doesn't make any difference... if you says i'm a swagger... yes i am... i'm not a double-faced person's... being a hypocrite is not me... i play with my own rules... either you like it or not... there's nothing to do with me... i damnly fucking for those who love to fetch other people's things that not suppose belong to undeserved people... backstabber make me sick... i love be a bitchy girl... believe it or not... i can be a holy terror... yup,i can... i love being myself... and i don't need someone to be my role-model... because i paint my own life with my own colour on it... my style... my games... and it's tremendous... so, kiss me goodbye loser..!


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