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♥ Through it all,
Monday, 14 December 2009 15:54
♥ Random...


I'm at library currently... yeah, online-ing seems my house no wifi... I'd done my exam and right now... i do nothing... i wanted to go out looking for a jobs... but my parents don't allowed... so, i must think what should i do... and i think i got it... :)

I cried a whole day last night... not gonna tell you why cause i prefer make it as my personal matter... and it ruined my life loads..! i can't explain what actually on my mind but it left me a scar... deeply... there's no cure that can cover up the painess...

To be honest.. i do envy with you... caused you took all that suppose be MINE..! you got everything but me..? i got nothing..! can you describe how it feels..? i sure you can't because you're not in my shoes..! and you will never ever know it..!

Sometimes, GOD treated me unjustified... I'd no idea why... but that's what i felt... and yes i know... things happen with a reasons... but tell me GOD... what are the reasons that YOU wanted me to see..?! i can't stands any longer... I'm too tired with this drama that unceasing...

I'm not rude or what other kind of shits that you think i am... but this is what I'm facing now... I'm not mad at GOD but the obstruction was too much for me to deal it by myself... no one's understand it... and you'll not... cause you're not it my shoes...

I walk forward and try not to looking back... but in several times... i can't...





Yours truly,
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Telling you about me doesn't make any difference... if you says i'm a swagger... yes i am... i'm not a double-faced person's... being a hypocrite is not me... i play with my own rules... either you like it or not... there's nothing to do with me... i damnly fucking for those who love to fetch other people's things that not suppose belong to undeserved people... backstabber make me sick... i love be a bitchy girl... believe it or not... i can be a holy terror... yup,i can... i love being myself... and i don't need someone to be my role-model... because i paint my own life with my own colour on it... my style... my games... and it's tremendous... so, kiss me goodbye loser..!


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