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Wednesday, 6 October 2010 12:06
♥ Maybe.. Just Maybe.. ♥ Just woke up around 10 minutes ago.. Then Facebook-ing for a whiled and here I am to talking shit.. Throw some shit here and get nothing from it.. But at least, I let go my feeling.. Last week as I had mention earlier was my semester break.. Do nothing but I still enjoy my breaks with my friends and person I love.. I'll always cherish the moment because it never be the same every time we meet again.. You got what I mean aren't you..? But I just don't understand.. Why people or certain people doesn't feel happy when I'm happy.. We share some stories that for us was a wonderful or something that can make us smile all the time but they give their shit like 'just because of that..?' *sigh* What's wrong with 'em..? Sometime, life isn't fair enough.. I know I should not say like that.. But that's what I felt.. Wrong..? I don't give a shit whatsoever you wanna say or think.. I always surrounded with happy people.. Person who have life or at least better than mine.. I don't blame anyone but I'm not strong enough to bear the painfulness.. It my task or my fate to have all such thing.. BUT I'm tired with it sometime Lord.. I worked harder to deal with it.. With your conjecture.. I'm tired.. Damn tired and make me almost give up sometime.. I have no one here.. Eventho I have.. But sometime or most of the time I think people around me always ignore me.. I do felt that.. And I tried to accept that although it pain.. Who want to live their life alone with no friends around when you'd been separated with your family..? Friend who don't care much about you and what you're doing.. Do something without you or invite you.. No one I guess.. But never mind.. I will try my best to deal with that.. Because it's not my first time.. I'd done that successfully through out my life because I'm the best actress in real world.. Doleful for some people.. And I wish right now all my girlfriends beside me now.. So that we can do everything together.. Enjoy the moment together.. Study together.. And do everything together.. How I hope it so badly now.. So that I don't feel alone here.. I know you girls want the same things too right..? *tears* But I promise.. No matter what.. As long as I can bear the presumption.. I will..I will.. |
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