Stupid of me.. And I really mean it.. Why I fall in love with someone's that I already know not gonna be mine..? I suck up everything now.. Oh Lord.. Help me..! Please.. Please take back this feeling.. I don't want it.. I'm begging you.. This feeling only gonna hurt me so fucking bad..! And I'm tired with it.. I'm not strong enough for it.. He's have someone'e else I think.. Better than myself perhaps.. I don't want to ruin it.. We can be friend.. Just friend..