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♥ Through it all,
Saturday, 28 April 2012 07:17
♥ Cinta Bersatu..



To be honest, I don't understand myself either

I'd blast in past two days.. Went out with my friend's and experienced my first ever ice skate and thanks to you.. I was damn nervous at first but since I've basic in roller skate so its not that complicated and the main point here is I DID NOT FALL..! haha 

Then headed to Wendy's for dinner.. Bought ice cream waffle dessert at Sushi Zanmai and chill at ChaTime.. At midnight, we watched The Avengers and it was super awesome..! Thumbs up for the movie.. 

And oh, I don't why but every time we went out he'll always involve in accident and it make me feel guilty.. Like seriously I don't know why and it terrified me cause it make me think 'am I his bad luck..?'

Oh Anis IM me on Facebook.. And she's asked me 'you kenal A ke..?' and I was like 'yeah dia kawan I,why..?' and she replied 'oh ex dia housemate I dekat Melaka dulu..' My heart beat fast and I don't know why.. So she told me but not a complete story and the girl that I used to mentioned at him before actually was his ex girlfriend's and I don't even surprised because I knew it..

Dunia ni tak besar so pergi la mana pun akan ada orang yang kenal kita walaupun kita tak kenal siapa mereka 


Tuesday, 24 April 2012 18:09
♥ Life Is A Four Letter Word..



It's hard telling people about yourself,isn't it..?

I'm not in a good mood today.. Actually it has been few days because of something and I'll decide later to tell or not to tell here..

We all have friends and for sure we love them because they're our friends right..? But that doesn't mean in friendship we'll never razzle or misunderstood about something or anything that can be an issue.. I don't know why some people like to feel they'd been left behind or need to be jealous when others don't see it as a problem.. Or in another word maybe its not because of others, but yourselves..

Let's make it in general, okay I understand if sometimes there are things that a group of friends can't do an activities together.. Maybe because he/she have class or maybe he/she are type of person that rarely online or anything that substitute which make them occasionally left behind.. But you can't just point out such bullshit things like that and make them feel 'oh I think maybe because I don't tell he/she blablabla so he/she being sarcastic..' and it continues whiled others try to preserve the one who touching (and I think they don't even know that..)




01:04
♥ Because I'm Too Lazy..







00:48
♥ Hear Me Now..


Is this what I ask for..?

Its been a whiled since my last post.. Well that doesn't mean I've nothing to do with my life in fact my life was da'bomb in past two weeks.. I'd done lotsa things with my family and friends and oh not to forget quiz,midterm papers and classes..

So where should I start..? Okay lets start with what I'd done before my birthday which was April 9.. Went back hometown for two days and done nothing.. Oh wait,we went out to watched full moonlight and ate good food plus kiddo came to my house like three times until my mum nagged haha.. 

So on Sunday night me and my sisters' went to SwitchBlade Hartamas for my early birthday celebration.. Then on my birthday, my friends done a little surprised for me but you know what,i don't like my birthday this year because it full with classes started from 12pm until 7pm..! How sad it was..

And on Wednesday morning,I took flight and went back to my dad house.. The funny part, I was LATE and Lord's knew how the situation was.. I even almost felt at escalator and it was embarrassing to max.. To make it simple, I'd ton of fun there..! Ate nice food (especially Thailand Mee Sup) with cheaper price, karaoke almost every single day, hangout with friends, another birthday celebration with them and met my grandparents..

Well that's all for now,let's update another story at another post
Alas


Sunday, 1 April 2012 01:53
♥ Letter To Juliet..


And what if I die today..?

I feel like I wanna write about someone who used to be close with me in past.. A brother,a friend and a special person to my heart till I found someone who deserve me to replace his place..

Back to December 2009 was where our first met.. I never thought he such a young boy by that time seem his face to mature for his age.. We went jamming together because my friend's asked us a favored to be a model for his assignment.. From that,I tried to got his number and we be friends..

Year after year things was going great even though there are moment where I personally don't know why put my own self in trouble.. We became close to each other and done many things together such learned guitar together,been caught and warned by unknown people,my scooter screwed me and he was there to helped me.. It went so well until I realized I liked him more then I should but it doesn't too long when I got my offered letter to MMU.. He was sad and I still remember 'nanti mesti you tak ingat i dah kan..? ye la dapat kawan baru..'

But things not like that,we still contact and met each other every time i'm going back home.. I met his family and it became habit for me went to his and chilled by doing nothing but talk till we all drop.. His family become my second family and I love that because at least I have them when no one else for me..

We too open with each other and I don't mind seem he in process to get know how this world look like.. But I always feel he more mature than me and I'm the one who younger than him cause he always told me something I personally don't know or don't care.. So I gained knowledge every time I spent my time with him but he also embarrassed especially when I mumble about other driver and would open the window and scream about whatsoever I said.. Cute but sigh behave kid malu la orang tengok..

I miss his joke,his voice,his face,the way he hold my hand,'you selalu jadi orang first untuk i..' and much more

But things not like that anymore,I make mistake eventho it not really my fault by sighs.. Started from that,we become stranger with memories.. We don't contact each other even my heart wanna text him so badly and it hurts me.. So I just can stalk his social-networking or text his sister's.. I can only watch him from behind without he know how much I still care about him.. I just hope he know that he'll have me whenever he need me..

If you need someone to talk like you used too,just stop where you are right now and look back cause i'll always behind you seem i'm your guardian that will not let you hurt



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Telling you about me doesn't make any difference... if you says i'm a swagger... yes i am... i'm not a double-faced person's... being a hypocrite is not me... i play with my own rules... either you like it or not... there's nothing to do with me... i damnly fucking for those who love to fetch other people's things that not suppose belong to undeserved people... backstabber make me sick... i love be a bitchy girl... believe it or not... i can be a holy terror... yup,i can... i love being myself... and i don't need someone to be my role-model... because i paint my own life with my own colour on it... my style... my games... and it's tremendous... so, kiss me goodbye loser..!


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