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Sunday, 1 April 2012 01:53
♥ Letter To Juliet.. ♥ And what if I die today..? I feel like I wanna write about someone who used to be close with me in past.. A brother,a friend and a special person to my heart till I found someone who deserve me to replace his place.. Back to December 2009 was where our first met.. I never thought he such a young boy by that time seem his face to mature for his age.. We went jamming together because my friend's asked us a favored to be a model for his assignment.. From that,I tried to got his number and we be friends.. Year after year things was going great even though there are moment where I personally don't know why put my own self in trouble.. We became close to each other and done many things together such learned guitar together,been caught and warned by unknown people,my scooter screwed me and he was there to helped me.. It went so well until I realized I liked him more then I should but it doesn't too long when I got my offered letter to MMU.. He was sad and I still remember 'nanti mesti you tak ingat i dah kan..? ye la dapat kawan baru..' But things not like that,we still contact and met each other every time i'm going back home.. I met his family and it became habit for me went to his and chilled by doing nothing but talk till we all drop.. His family become my second family and I love that because at least I have them when no one else for me.. We too open with each other and I don't mind seem he in process to get know how this world look like.. But I always feel he more mature than me and I'm the one who younger than him cause he always told me something I personally don't know or don't care.. So I gained knowledge every time I spent my time with him but he also embarrassed especially when I mumble about other driver and would open the window and scream about whatsoever I said.. Cute but sigh behave kid malu la orang tengok.. I miss his joke,his voice,his face,the way he hold my hand,'you selalu jadi orang first untuk i..' and much more But things not like that anymore,I make mistake eventho it not really my fault by sighs.. Started from that,we become stranger with memories.. We don't contact each other even my heart wanna text him so badly and it hurts me.. So I just can stalk his social-networking or text his sister's.. I can only watch him from behind without he know how much I still care about him.. I just hope he know that he'll have me whenever he need me.. If you need someone to talk like you used too,just stop where you are right now and look back cause i'll always behind you seem i'm your guardian that will not let you hurt |
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